.Saturday, August 4, 2007 ' 12:07 PM Y
all my 20 years of life.. i hardly dream.. wads more, to have nightmares.. i mean, there were a couple of times i had some dumb nitemares when i was young.. being chased by some kuku monsters.. but never like this..
the first one caused me to wake up in shock.. gasping for air.. i could feel him still choking me.. felt so afraid.. so, i prayed and prayed.. after a couple of minutes.. i was all better.. calm.. felt the peace of God..
the next night.. nothing happened.. so yay.. i thought its gone for good..
but the following night, it came back.. this time in the nightmare.. i wasn't afraid.. but i was hurt.. terribly shattered.. woke up with tears flowing down my cheeks.. once again, it all felt so real.. i could still feel my heart aching badly.. so i got out of bed and started praying again.. haha. God is great.. He calms me down so easily..
mmm.. 2 attacks in 3 days.. something that i've not encountered before.. i guess the devil wants back in after i got delivered last sunday.. from the looks of my dreams.. he's targetting the area of my life where i'm weakest in.. Fear/Rejection.. and i'm glad that i had the talk with kenny after cg yesterday..
gotta keep praying about it and be grounded in the word.. keep confessing positively..
Psalm 34:4
I prayed to the Lord, and He answered me.
He freed me from all my fears.
Psalm 60:7My victory and honor come from God alone.
He is my refuge, a rock where no enemy can reach me.
Luke 10:19
Look, I have given you authority over all the power of the enemy, and you can walk among snakes and scorpions and crush them. Nothing will injure you.
Deuteronomy 28:7The LORD will cause your enemies who rise against you to be defeated before your face;
they shall come out against you one way and flee before you seven ways.
-How great is our God-
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