why do people see things so differently?

when i do things.. i do it for a reason..

but somehow, they see it as if im doing it to compete..

it really hurts to have a fren tink of me this way..

problems and disharmony arises even with small little issues..

why must there be so much politics?

aren't we in this together?

but why isnt there unity?

im tired.. i seriously need a break..

i want to go on a holiday.. (khye, save up for paris!)

to be away from all that's going on..

to just relax and be myself..

with no deadlines to meet..

nothing to worry about..

sigh~ wouldnt that be nice?

i wonder when will i ever have that chance?

next year after i grad from poly?

ugh.

i wish i could just stop time right now..

take a breather..

mmm.. maybe i'm just moody cuz of my monthly visits..

Lord, give me the strength to carry on.. maximise my capacity as i begin to stretch myself in this season.. use me like never before.. i want to dance for You, and only You.. i dont want to care about what others say anymore.. Your approval is all that matters.. You know my heart and You see right through it.. You know my intentions.. help me to stay strong physically and emotionally.. let me not get discouraged by the things that people say.. also, keep me fit that i'm able to continue dancing for Your glory.. I ask all of this in Jesus name, Amen.